So I’ve kind of had a bit of a rocky time. My grandad passed away on Monday morning this week and my mum took it really, really badly. I’ve spent a while now looking after people and now I’m burnt out myself. I kind of took a bit of a back seat these last couple days in the hope I could recharge my batteries and come back fighting, but it’s taking a while. I also lost a friend, which still, even now, hurts like a bitch, but my grandad always said, “time is a great healer” so I will just take each day at a time and hopefully it will get easier.
I decided I would take my friend Andy’s advice (love you Andy!) and chill out and think about myself for a change so I’ve played a bit Sims, took myself out for a curry and a pint and now I’m sat cosy AF in bed (under two duvets – in August), kitty cosied up to my feet, with a lovely glass of wine, listening to the Fallout New Vegas soundtrack and writing this.
And my sister, bless her, is trying to cheer me up and just sent me the best Snapchat that just nearly made me choke on my wine.
Now we’re having Snapchat wars. Haha, you know, I think I’d quite forgotten how to smile this week up until now. And now my other friends are joining in. I’m so lucky to have them.
Anyway, this was just a short post, I’m going to bed now.